II. For What It’s Worth

yeah I’m the best, the best at holding on
and you know, the worst at letting go
i cant believe this is the life i lead
and I'm still surprised you have no faith in me

i know my searching for my purpose has taken time
well its not a thing thats easily defined
hypocrite, you know your in that same boat
but still you thought you could cast the first stone

for once it falls on you to follow through (cliche)
cause this cowardice is just not suiting you.

(for once you'll swallow pride or


see i was not a fool to fall for your lies, you were wise to hide you know i can read those eyes
every lie you've told grew more absurd more bold
the distance you create will come around around when were both old .


the wounds that you left still sting
my life is now a phone that never rings
im just trying to do my best
to survive and thrive through this mess
but its so hard sometimes to see
a future where your not afraid to be seen.
what happens now that its gone?
you moved, i cant say you moved on
i wish i hadn't read you like a book all along
and to think i used to think of you as strong
but i just keep saying i made it through the war
i can help to help but its you who'll choose a door
every day i wake to fight once more
and I'm alone again when i needed the support
unfortunate the only news to report
this is my last of last resorts
soon enough you'll realize the score
i swear life is so god damn short!
this misery is killing me
im questioning what i believe
this miserys controlling me
i fuckin let you close to me
yeah well misery is not who i will be
i chose
but this misery is history
you were meant to see the future next to me